Have you seen Zeitgeist?

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I feel like shouting at the top of my little lungs.

Last night Mike and I watched a documentary “Zeitgeist” which had been recommended to us by a few people over the last few years.

I went to bed angered. Mike went to bed frustrated.
We both contemplated society.

Have you seen this film? How did you feel after you finished watching it?

Needy, clingy me.

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Recently, I’ve been a bit clingy.  Correction, I’ve been an absolute nightmare (I’ve morphed into one of those creatures in your dreams that are after you but no matter how much you try to run and hide, and they are just always there…merciless!).  I’ve got some sense in me to know that it’s becoming a bit of an issue. But for some reason, I’ve been really just wanting to spend every moment with Mike, and get sad when he’s away…and at the same time I can get quite grumpy when we’ve spent too much time together.  How’s a guy to cope with that?  I don’t quite understand it myself…

But it’s me…and so I’ve spent a lot of time thinking about it.

I’m thinking my mysterious illness is bringing me down and I really just want to feel comfort all the time.

Like constantly.

Mike has been a darling through the tears, the grumpy faces, and all incessant whining for cuddles.

A pure man of gentle compassion..

That is until we get to the grocery store and we happen to venture down the multivitamin section.  He spots a bottle and proclaims “that’s just what we need!”.  Mike then grabs multiple bottles and starts to throw them at me and into his basket…

“Mood relief Vitamins”.   I bought some vitamin b just to see what will happen.

The photos above were taken yesterday, even though I was doing what I loved (walking and taking photos)…I still had a heavy fog of misery hanging about my thoughts.  I’m hoping some vitamins and perhaps some positive thinking will clear out the fog.

What a week…

Tuesday a long time friend (my lovely, beautiful, Australian Emily) was due to stay with us for several days throughout mid week.  I began the day of her arrival with a headache.  Things quickly took a dive and became a living nightmare.  If I could explain the feeling…

“Someone’s punched the back of my eyeballs, the retinas burn in lights, and on top of that a splitting pain sharp and erratic from the base of my skull to the crown of my head”.

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Here I am laying in bed in my misery…hahah. 

I sat through a meeting with my eyes closed periodically for half of it…and had to keep taking deep breaths throughout the day to prevent myself from vomiting (hindsight: should not have gone to work).

I was at work for half a day before I succumbed and took my leave to head home and hide from daylight.  I’m on medicine to cure (hopefully) my lovely friend “mr stomach ulcer”.  He’s back again this year…  I’m not pleased, because this medicine causes these headaches…which can be quite severe and have sent me to the hospital previously.

Grrrr….

Anyway, it was hard my first day with Emily as I was very ill well into the evening.  Things improved the next day, thankfully thought I still was feeling a degree of pain.

I’m sooo so so so pleased we got to spend some time with my dear friend.  While I was working for the rest of her visit Mike made sure she got to see local sights. Our last night we played the latest game of Mortal Kombat for a few hours (I think?) and couldn’t stop laughing.  You can play headless or armless…which makes for a comical battle!

Well, I was bummed to see her leave on Friday morning.  We’ve planned to fly over to Melbourne to see her very soon!

The one thing that has lingered on since Tuesday, is this crappy headache.  I’ve woken up to day 5 of dull achy head pain.  I want to shake my fist at the happy brain gods and force them to give my my happy brain back!

It’s such a shame that medicine that’s meant to make you well, has side effects that can certainly make you feel worse than when you started…

Even though I’ve got a bit of a bad head, it’s raining buckets out today (Saturday), and I’ve decided to change things up and get creative by… baking!

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I’ve just improvised with some ingredients, and made what I’m hoping has turned out to be a slightly exotic apple crumble… with coconut, almonds, brown sugar, dried fruits (apricot, currants, raisins) and coriander (in place of cinnamon as my lover does detest that spice!)  It’s a nice comfort to sense the butter and sugar and spice baking warm as it disperses the beautiful smell throughout the house!

Lastly, I thought I’d ad another dish that I made recently (I ate it at a cafe and loved it!)… ground chicken, coriander, crisp peanuts, carrot, leafy lettuce, red cabbage, avocado, sesame oil and lime with balsamic dressing.Screen Shot 2014-07-26 at 3.24.50 PM

It’s not every day you get saved by a monk…

Today Mike, his cousin Matt and I went for a drive into the hills to see what flowers and…mushrooms we could find.  We found loads of flowers and common mushrooms… Only one of us wasn’t happy with the lack of mushrooms on the forest floor.  In one last ditched effort we found a dirt track and took the step path downward toward a more shaded spot in the woods…

Sadly this resulted in getting our vehicle stuck (it’s a 4×4) so it should have handled the steepness but didn’t.  1.5 hours later…

I was flipping rocks as was Matt (to wedge under our tires) when Matt found this monster of a wolf spider.

A single man, dressed in an orange outfit came walking up and asked if we needed help.  We knew he was a monk, as we’d driven past a monastery near the dirt track.  (Note there is also a prison farm in the area!).

He said he could get a tractor and help get us out.  And by golly he did!

There were a few orchids out today, and some daintier flower varieties as well.  I was glad to join the “search” though my reasons were not for spotting mushrooms, however I did use them as an excuse to stop the car a few times ahahaha….

Aphids and Ants, working together…

Lately, I’ve been watching loads of David Attenborough programs with Mike.  The most recent being a series on “the undergrowth” which featured stunning videography of insects.  If I had not watched the programs, I’d never have noticed this…

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Pulling the camera back a bit reveals this is a flower bud completely consumed by aphids and ants.Screen Shot 2014-07-04 at 5.44.19 PM Screen Shot 2014-07-04 at 5.44.10 PMWhats interesting; is the ants are protecting the aphids…and drinking the nectar the little rose eaters are pooping.

It’s inter-species collaboration… right in our very own back yard!

Frederick.

Screen Shot 2014-06-28 at 10.56.20 AMWhen we came home from our trip last weekend, we noticed two fish were missing.  We moved everything in the tank but couldn’t find any hint of them.  Big Bertha and her boyfriend (also a large male) were no where to be found.  After about 20 minutes Mike noticed….Frederick was eating the male.  He ate them, bones and all!!!

He’s also been eating our plants, and has doubled in size since we got him about a month ago.  He’s a speedy monster.  Sometimes we’ll be watching him, and turn away and look back and he’s moved across the entire tank.

He may legitimately be the fastest snail on the planet.  Our other snail Rayden, moves at a normal pace and is sometimes bullied by Frederick.

 

Karri Karri & Tingle Forests

We’ve just returned from a romantic, nature filled getaway.  Mike surprised me this past weekend with a getaway in Karri Valley.  The space is breathtaking… Emu and kangaroo greet you in an open field just as you enter the estate.  Further up the road the left opens to reveal a rather massive lake (full of rainbow trout!).  If you stay in a suite, you can even fish from your balcony…

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I could have just posted entirely about the fungi that covered the woods…there must have been about 15+ species that we encountered on one hike alone.  Some of the species were small and dainty while others were absolutely enormous.Screen Shot 2014-06-23 at 7.08.06 PM  Screen Shot 2014-06-23 at 7.07.43 PM  Screen Shot 2014-06-23 at 7.07.27 PM Screen Shot 2014-06-23 at 7.07.20 PM Screen Shot 2014-06-23 at 7.07.10 PM

We checked in, and Mike informed me he also made dinner reservations.  There was a fantastic meal of kangaroo steak (Mikes choice) with roasted vegetables, and duck confit on a citrus salad (my choice) for us that evening.  Our cabin was three bedrooms (excessive but the only one available as there was a wedding booked in for the weekend), and came complete with a kitchen, large deck, washing machine, living room and working wooden fireplace.  I could go on and on about the tranquility and the soft drizzle of rain on the rooftop…the crackling fire, and the peace we found in this space.

Screen Shot 2014-06-23 at 7.06.52 PMThe cabins were so far apart you hardly noticed there were any other visitors in the area.  No radio, no phone, no tv, no internet.  We talked, drank wine, napped…and did plenty of hiking.  Screen Shot 2014-06-23 at 7.06.39 PMScreen Shot 2014-06-23 at 7.08.44 PMScreen Shot 2014-06-23 at 7.08.51 PMFear of heights: first non attempt.  I pretended to climb the tree in the photo above, only to watch Mike in a total panic from the base of the tree.  It was pouring down rain, and he did it anyway.  This tree is probably about 13 stories high, it is also over 400 years old.  Fire fighters used to climb to the top and scout the region and telephone with coordinates.  One of the requirements for being one of the volunteers to climb these trees was…being sober.  The image below it, is what Mike saw from the top.Screen Shot 2014-06-23 at 7.09.22 PMMikes second attempt to get me to face my fears, was in the Tingle forests 1.5 hours from the Karri Karri woods…I basically ran through this tree top walk…the swaying feeling, and the wind put me off.  Here you can see Mike eating my dust!Screen Shot 2014-06-23 at 7.06.15 PM Screen Shot 2014-06-23 at 7.06.07 PM Screen Shot 2014-06-23 at 7.05.58 PMThis region is spectacular, and for those who do manage to venture that far south…it certainly is hard to return back to the city after absorbing the natural beauty of the majestic Karri Karri and Tingle forests.

Alt-J – Hunger of The Pine 

This song played for us on the way home…it sounds quite special.

Tomorrow I turn 30.

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Happy Birfday to meeee…  Lamby kisses cause I’m 30!

After what seems like an eternity (made longer by the fact that my loving man friend reminds me constantly) I’m going to tick over into the 30’s crowd tonight at the stroke of midnight.

Turning 30 has me reflecting but also looking ahead…and appreciating what’s happening in my life right now.  I’ve still potentially got another 50 odd years left to fill up, and I feel like I’m only just beginning my journey on this planet.  That is unless aliens turn up…

When you turned 30, did you do something special to celebrate the occasion?

How many fish do we have today?

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Last night I went to my first ever charity fundraiser.  It was a really nice night out with colleagues and a few business associates at the Crown Casino here in Perth.  The food and entertainment were really outstanding…not to mention we all raised money for a really good cause.  Senses Australia is an organisation that helps people who are deaf/blind to connect and engage and participate in a variety of programs.  Throughout the evening we were treated to cabaret dancers, a really funny comedian and some live music.Screen Shot 2014-06-15 at 10.14.36 AM Screen Shot 2014-06-15 at 10.14.09 AM

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Mike and I had some delicious vegan food in Fremantle recently at “The Raw Kitchen”.  We both felt so good after having this meal.

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A few weeks ago now, Mike enthusiastically bough a tiny fish tank.  I did not share the same excitement, as I worried that the water might make our room smell.  That was my only concern.  Despite my objections, he came home with some filtered water and about 5 generic guppies, and 2 tetra fish and two massive snails to keep the place clean.

Totalling 9 fish in a 15l tank.  Basically it was crowded!

He set it up really well with some live plants, and had to fly back to the mine site a few days later.  I was left with the job of caring for them.  Over the few days I’d become quite captivated by the snails in particular.  The brown one whom we’ve named Frederick after a friend of ours…is quite possibly the greediest and fastest moving snail I’ve come across in my life. He never sleeps, and he will knock the other off the wall if it’s in a nice spot for a meal.  Seriously entraining to watch him.

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Here is Frederick doing his best to knock down Rayden from the wall.  He also climbs to the top of the tank and floats to the bottom because he is too lazy to slide all the way back down.  It’s quite entertaining watching him.

I began to see why Mike was so keen on having a little tank in our room…I’ve been enjoying waking up and starting my day by watching them wake up too.

One morning while Mike was away I noticed one of the guppies had something strange coming out behind her.  Magically something popped out and swam away.

She gave birth to 9 live babies.  Pretty amazing stuff to watch.  Life was unfolding before my very eyes!

Mike returned home and suddenly we had 18 fish in the tank.  We were thrilled to count the little goggly eyes among the plants.  But we noticed a problem…

The snails had bred as well and there were (a quick count) roughly 50 or so tiny snails also occupying the space.  We went to a fish shop last weekend, and discovered a type of fish that also eat small snails and so purchased two.

+ 2x clown loaches.

= 20 fish.

Wouldn’t you know it, within one day all of the little snails were gone…

But, this fish brought with it a disease for suddenly our healthy adults started dropping like flies.

Death Toll:

1x male guppy (orange and black – Mikes favourite)

1x female guppy (she was pregnant but was “put down” because she had mould taking over her body

1x tetra female (she was well quite frankly we’re not sure she had brains. She died of starvation.  Her male counterpart is massive and hearty and fat fyi).

1x male guppy who died a week ago and we didn’t notice (pretty gross he was stuck under the filter).

2x baby guppies

Now the tank seems to be settling, and on my last count there were 7 baby guppies.  But this morning, I’ve woken to find only one left.

We’ve lost 12 fish.  I’ve not told Mike about all the guppies being eaten (they have just vanished).  I also have developed a slight dislike for the clown loaches as they have not only eaten the guppies, they’ve been trying to eat my Frederick.

We are now have a total of 8 aquatic creatures living in our tank, which include our two big snails.  : (

Sunday Sounds

Peking Duk – High

Royksopp & Robyn – Do it Again (Moullinex-Dub)

Seinabo Sey – Hard Time

Update:  After talking to Mike about the massacre last night we decided to give the loaches away…I put an ad online and less than 10 mins later secured a new home for them.  They will be on their way to their new tank tomorrow afternoon.

Sad, but also kind of relieved…

Did I mention they grow to be 12 inches long and live for 20 years?  haha our fish tank is only 12 inches long!

Music

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So I wrote a whole lot about my boring weekend…and then decided my photography wasn’t good enough.  Here are some photos of Tessie instead…

Have you discovered any good songs lately?  

Vetiver – Can’t You Tell

Band of Skulls – Hoochie Coochie (Dan Auerbach Mix)

War on Drugs – Red Eyes

Fuck Buttons – The Red Wing

Horse Feathers – Fit Against the Country

Gramatik – Muy Tranquilo (this track particularly is noteworthy for it’s upbeat soulful sound, I’ve had it on repeat).